Your Purpose Lives and Breathes in the Fabric of Your Life

Your life purpose lives right inside you. It is not some unreachable or intangible thing outside of you. In truth, without even your awareness – it finds you and the ironic thing is you, like I have in the past, probably spend so much time searching or yearning for it that you don’t recognize you’re already living it.

It exists; guiding you onward in the job you are currently doing, the career you are grasping to embrace, the hobby that fuels you, the friends around you, the family you may or may not value, and the community you live in.

Every moment of every day is your life purpose. It is in the flow of your life, the decisions you make and often, in the ones you don’t but are made for you by some unseen force.

There’s so much hoopla urging you to search for ‘it’ – to spend money hoping someone can tell you what ‘it’ is (and I’ve been guilty of this too), and how to go about making a plan to achieve ‘it’, and that’s okay. But, all you have to really do is open your heart, your eyes, your ears and your senses and you will see it in the life you are currently living. It will reveal itself to you.

Where are your strengths, what fuels your imagination, what fills you with confidence, what comes easily, what helps you to feel, even what angers or frustrates you.

Life and your life purpose is in the everyday living, the needs that must be taken care of and the people who rely upon you in some way.

Your life purpose is likely the one you stumble into, the life that finds you, it is in your perception of it and it is what you make of it; whether you embrace the growth it provides or let it close you down.

It is often hidden in the least expected or desired places; those, which you turn away from or deny, perhaps because it doesn’t hold the glamour your ego craves.

Yet, there it waits for you, beckons you to recognize and welcome it as your truth.

It lives and breathes in the very fabric of your life.

It may not always be what you want, but it is always what you need.

In my last update I shared with you a very profound message I received in December, which many of you responded to, about many Lightworkers being called back into the workplace because that is where they are needed now, to shine and share their essence, and that I was among those being called.

It happened quickly, effortlessly and just as my inner guidance revealed it would.

I am happy to share how right and amazing this transition back to the ‘office’ has been. While, the schedule and pace is one I must adapt to again, the sense of fulfillment I am experiencing is beautiful and worth the short term adjustment.

Seeing with clearer eyes and living with an open heart, my days are full of wonder – in the connections I am making and in the wisdom I am able to share. I have already received feedback on the positive and enlightened difference I am making.

My heart is expanding and I continue to affirm in my daily meditation,

“Thy will be done through me for the highest good of all, and for the true manifestation of my purpose.”

I wish you the greatest of joys and many blessings on your journey of life!

In light and love, your friend,

Kiernan

We Need Each Other to Fly

This Christmas has been the most bittersweet one I can remember – filled with both loss and blessings.

My grandmother passed away on December 23^rd, quietly taking in her last breath and beginning her journey back to Spirit.

This past year with her has taught me a great deal firsthand about the true meaning of compassion and loving unconditionally – with no expectations, to just give because someone is in need.

My grandmother lived her life as a tortured soul, so much pain buried within causing great instability, drama and pushing people away.

None of that really seemed to matter to me in her final months as I followed my heart to be present for her even when she wasn’t. It was sad and painful to watch her slowly fade away, to be sure.

Interestingly enough, her heart turned out to be much stronger than any of us imagined. When everything else deteriorated, her heart continued to beat strong, right up until her final moments.

Maybe, just maybe she was capable of loving far more deeply than she showed us in life. When I think now of myself and how I have not behaved lovingly, it is because I was carrying pain in my heart and the way to bury or protect it was to keep people at a distance. But, that doesn’t mean I don’t love those in my life – because I do, deeply.

I feel like I’ve learned more about the path to enlightenment this year than any other years previously; striving to know and be one with Spirit, God, the Goddess for the past sixteen years. Perhaps all the inner work has led me here – rather, led me back – here, in my heart; where there never was any separation, only the illusion of it, a forgetting.

Buddha tells us the path to enlightenment is ‘The Middle Way’, living a life balanced in the practical, the physical, and the spiritual.

I would add it is to fully live the pain, sorrow, love and joy that is put in our path. To be the victim, the martyr and finally the hero by claiming our experiences as our own and rather than drowning in them to finally seek and find the gift, the blessing in every situation.

To heal our hearts, allow Spirit to show us how to reawaken it and live deeply, live truly, live and love well, in each moment.

I’ve lived many a year swallowed up in my own life, looking for healing, for answers, for empowerment.

Yet, where did I find it? In the selflessly giving to others in need with no expectations of what I would get in return or how I wanted them to behave.

The healing just came. The answers just came. The empowerment just came – in the letting go of seeking and in the being and giving; present in my heart and through the power of love.

The path to enlightenment is simple. No complicated tools are necessary, no fancy breathing, visualization, or extended hours of meditation is required.

It is available to us in the living of ‘The Middle Way’; day-to-day living, present to our growth, experiences, healing – being awake and aware, living and loving with an open heart, and with a desire to acknowledge the sacredness in all that we do, who we are being, and the gift of life.

I invite you to make 2012 the year you commit to seek out and discover the gift or blessing in situations you are presented with that trigger pain, anger, frustration, expectations of others, retreating or pushing those near you away.

There is always something of value, a learning, a gift – find it and let gratitude fill your heart. Let it transform the way you see and experience life.

My grandmother is a part of me; her pain has been my pain. Now that I recognize how I’ve carried her defensive and protective mechanisms forward I can change my experience of life, thereby changing future generations in my family.

On Christmas morning, following a beautiful meditation I chose to be the change. I hugged freely; I told the beautiful people in my life I love them. I reached out.

It was freeing. I felt a closeness, a richness in these earthly human acts of love that brought the sacred deeper in my heart and soul.

We are here to experience awakening and ascension right here, in these bodies, living an earthly life – through the power of love. We are here to learn from each other, grow together and love one another. We need each other to fly high among the clouds, soaring to the Heavens, within our awakening human hearts.

I invite you to make 2012 the year you make peace with those in your life; your family, loved ones, co-workers – or at least come to inner resolution (not avoidance).

It is in your immediate circle your greatest lessons, growth and blessings present themselves, don’t let them pass you by.

Be the one to rise above the drama. Recognize how and where you feel slighted (or hurt others) and seek the deeper meaning – beneath it all is pain leashed out by a wounded heart and soul.

Be the one to reach out in kindness, love, compassion, and forgiveness. The only thing stopping you is your ego; your need to be right, to be the one who is wronged and hurt.

We are in an era of transformation and rebirth, and your soul is providing you with opportunities for growth. Act upon it and you will be set free. Don’t, and you will be karmically trapped to repeat the challenges and drama again and again, until you do.

If each of us took responsibility for ourselves, reached out and loved unconditionally (accepting people as they are with no expectations) the world would become the place of our dreams.

A world of peace begins with the self and the family.

Spirit is calling us to come together, to help one another, to live, love, laugh and believe in the promise of our dreams.

May 2012 be all that you NEED and may you ride on the cosmic waves of transformation.

Love Awaits

I remember when my life seemed meaningless and I felt lost, confused, angry and alone. I was so good at pushing people away, judging others, and creating drama.

My relationships sucked and I unconsciously inflicted all my crap onto my young and impressionable son.

Just as my mother and father did to me and their parents did to them and on it's gone through the generations and ancestors.

I am so grateful Spirit woke me up, touched something deep within and revealed there was so much more to me, my life, the people in my life and the world.

You know the saying, 'If I can do it, you can do it too'? Well, it's true.

If I can transform my life into a beautiful expression of my inner essence, so can you - if you want to, and even if you don't - our soul usually finds a way of getting through to us, it's just a matter of how hard it has to smack us upside the head to get our attention.

I'm not saying it's been easy because it hasn't - taking responsibility for your life, your thoughts and actions is work. For me, it's been worth it - a hundred lifetimes over.

What has motivated me to stay the course? To keep digging out the ugly and heavy dirt?

Something did. Some essence deep in the core of my being and when I follow this call, this urging, my heart keeps expanding and the love and gratitude I feel is so overwhelming that at times it makes me cry in release and joy.

The challenges, lessons, and learnings are so worth the effort.

I never imagined the depth of love and happiness I would experience in following my inner soul compass, my Higher Heart. Certainly not from the place of despair and emptiness I once lived.

What I am discovering is this; when I follow only my mind, my thoughts and ideas - it's work. I feel like I'm pushing against the currents without support from the universe. I've done it time and again! Having a passion and wanting to turn it into something it's not meant to be - at least not in the way I can see from my vantage point. The rewards are not worth the effort and it feels almost empty, void of energy.

But, when instead I follow that urging, calling from deeper in my body - it lifts me up, love and joy flow, and it plain and simply feels 'right'.

When I follow the MIND LEAD, it most often results in disappointment, frustration and pain over lost dreams.

When I followed the HEART LEAD, even though there can still be challenges to overcome I can sense they are teaching me something profound and transformative.

HEAD	HIGHER HEART
Fighting upstream	Zooming past rocks
Banging against wall	Dings and course corrects
Little reward	Gifts, expansion, transformation

The energies leading up to and beyond 2012 are demanding change of us. To ask ourselves questions and listen for the answers.

Who am I?

Where did I come from?

Why am I here?

Listen through your body. Feel it. Sense it. Let your gut or your inner soul compass; your Higher Heart show you the way.

When you live in this way you can move mountains, no matter how big or small the calling is. It may be something you must do, be or heal.

Over the years I've taken on many labels and roles - I discovered this year that none of them define who I am.

The experience that defined who I am, to me, was being someone who gave herself fully to loving three of the most beautiful women I know; my mother, aunt, and grandmother. I didn't always feel that way about them, but I followed a deeper calling in being there for them in their hours of need and now I see things so differently.

I learned so much! About them, about life, about love. This is the experience that I feel defined, who I am so far. If I were to pass over tomorrow, I would feel truly fulfilled because it taught me how to love better - it's a work in progress, of course, but it birthed a new me.

Just as when we pass on our crap to those in our lives; sons, daughters, partners, family, so too we can pass on our healing. Our families, communities and the world benefits.

Yes, Gandhi was so right...

"Be the change you wish to see in the world."

The energies of December and beyond...

Release ~ Forgive ~ Let go

Of the past, of your need to feel hurt, be in control, cause pain.

You CAN do it ~ Love awaits for you!

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Who is She?

I have found a beautiful place to live - within my Heart - it is exquisite in devotion to a Divine Love, the Divine Mother and all the many beings of light who serve Her.

Cycles upon cycles we have lived, experiencing an aspect of Her each time through our soul, which has never actually been separated from Her, even though it often feels as though we are. Believing we are separate from Her, our Source, our Life Force is the cause of our deepest pain.

We fall, spinning downward believing we are lost from Her, when in fact, this is not so - we have only forgotten. We agreed to forget so that upon return, our rapture would be that much sweeter; nectar for the soul.

Now, She is calling us back Home. She asks us to remember that Love and Devotion will lead the way back Home - to Her Heart.

We have been fighting amongst ourselves for many millennium. We allowed the suppression of Her, the Divine Feminine Spirit, as part of our agreement to experience and know the dark night, but she is rising from the depths of our soul, our planet, our galaxy, at first whispering and now calling Her emissaries, Her avatars in full force to remember, to share Her Love, Her Wisdom, Her Beauty.

Each one of us has the ability to feel Her deep abiding love that is so profound it can transform our life in miraculous ways in an instant. All it takes is a desire to remember Her, to invite Her into our life.

She will come.

She will remind you what it is to be loved, fully, completely, divinely.

I have not written or spoken much about my trip to South Africa, outside of with those whom I am closest to, but it was profoundly transformative in body, mind and spirit - so much so it took a year to integrate these energies.

I felt Her presence, alive and tangible as any real physical object. With every breath, every step, experience and encounter She drew us deeper into Her womb, Her heart, Her mind.

Her healing powers have continued to work deeply in every aspect of my life.

In opening my heart to Her Presence, I've been reunited with my ailing grandmother, who is now 101 and with whom I hadn't seen in 10 years because of pain she had caused many, but with a passing of an aunt leaving her in dubious care, I followed my heart to do the right thing and stepped in to take over her care.

As a result, I see her life from a different perspective now, the illusion of pain dissolved, I feel a rich soul love for her, my mother and I have bonded in a way I never dreamed was possible, and I am blessed to have an aunt in my life who I have come to love dearly - for I see the blood, sweat and tears of shared traits running through us.

What it is teaching me is this:  To love and honour our mother and our Great Mother is to feel complete, whole and divine unto ourselves. It is to feel a solid foundation under our feet with roots running deep, the rich soul feeding our earthly bodies. It is to feel a connection to Source, to all our relations reminding us we are never alone - support and guidance only a thought, a prayer, a wish, a cry, an offering away.

It is my hope that as I live within my Heart, and open to share the love and wisdom of the Divine Mother it will touch you somewhere in your body, mind or spirit and help you to experience rich blessings in your life.

Many blessings and love,

Kiernan